Senseless

I am left to write of the love I carry for myself,
One that will forever be stronger than yours,
Yours that is so plain and distant,
One that broke me down, and hurt me.
Well, now, in this light of the night,
I welcome you to feel what s rightfully mine,
My heart.
The one that froze in the night, after you made it tingle.
One that fell apart, with every twinkle.
My rhymes are senseless,
And inspiration fails me these days.
So I beg you to forgive my sins
And preach to another woman,
Another who will care far less than I ever did.
As of late you have been back in my head,
I hope you fall back out.
I will never accept your poison
For as long as I am alive.

It Is Here Again

On some nights my thoughts drift into another dimension.

The one that joins me tonight brings tears of saddness with some joy sprinkled on top.

That day I had met your match.

He was same as you were, 

Although nowhere near physically.

Now when I think of it;

you never were there.

Really.

I had fallen for the idea of your love, 

And begged my heart to go along with it.

In return I was left to learn on my own that you were never more than a man I will forever hold in my heart, but could never be held in yours.

To this day I will cry, 

as you did to my soul what had never been done before. 

You made my heart feel more ache than I could ever deserve or imagine,

But it hurt to a point where I wasn't aware it didn't mean to bring pleasure.

Will I ever completely forget

Or simply cover what you've done?

i do not know of this now.

But one day I wish to see your face again,

Just one more time,

To be sure life has led me the right way this time.

Witches Might Inspire

I wish I knew of a better way to show what I feel.

But as you learned by now, 

Nothing but this writing will ever truly come near it.

It is the end of the night that opens my mind and speaks for itself.

And though sometimes even for days I get lost

I forget to reach one's head,

I still lay here,

Writing of nothingness and more.

I change each day.

But I wish you to do so with me.

Until then all I care for is knowing you are safe and sound,

And That my arms are enough for you to give in,

Because that is all I can do,

No more than give you my heart.

And it would be a lie to say you hadn't stolen it already,

Because baby, 

I am under your spell and I wish to be charmed even more.

And No One Else Willl Matter

To find your soul in another being is something you could once only find in fairytales.

When reality hit me,

I learned I could find it in you,

In all your moves, and in all that you do.

I learned that there is more to love than a hold of hands,

And how easy it is to notice the flaws in one so similar yet so different from you.

But God, how I love those flaws as if they were mine.

As long as you stay mine.

Desperation in Words

Oh, how these nights seem darker when your face is not to be seen.

To not know of you would turn something so bright into nothing but a dimmed light. 

I've grown so fond of you near, I'd rather you stay right here. 

I've grown so fond of your smile, and how lost your thoughts turn once your favorite music plays.

I've grown so fond of you hands and how they match mine to perfection.

I've grown fond of your eyes, and all the stories they tell.

I just want you to know your existence matters more to me than I show.

And that is all I want you to know.

As long as you know.

Still Here, Cupcake.

I see these hearts to be made of glass.

If you lack care, something will break.

Sometimes we forget how fragile the idea of adore can be, as we treat it to be a normal part of our daily lives.

I beg to differ.

To adore is to appreciate all that is of it.

And for me, this it is you, and no less than you.

I've come to adore your bare existence, and the laugh that you bring with the words you speak of.

These might not seem as much at the time,

But as I dream of you, I hear every word you speak of as clear as a sunny day,

And that laugh echoes through my heartbeats.

I wish you would understand how the feeling of lonely should no longer be here.

For I will stay, as long as you want me too.

Oh Please, Please.

The day I feel wanted in your world, is one i will mark of triumph and pure affection.

The light might shatter in your eyes some days, but on others, it brings them to a shine greater than was before.

As my words lose sense, and the idea of what is real, and what is to be a metaphor is lost as well, I will assume you drink my words as I thirst for the mere idea of you. 

As different as we may seem, some similarities will hold us here.

One thing I can assure you of, is staying right here, and being one with you. 

But only if you let me.

And I hope you let me, i hope you do.

I will stay to admire your beauty but I wish nothing more in return than to feel wanted in that world of yours.

To feel welcome in your arms no matter how dark the days might seem.

Because those are the days I will need you the most,

For I need a shoulder to cry on.

And a smile to die for.

Burn me with your words as much as you please,

As long as it is something you please.

Very Superstitious

The road was made brand new, 

And we are from from knowledge of one another yet the fear is set,

But should i hope for long or rather not?

I will adore your eyes through fire and flames,

And bear through any thunder given

For I am here to stay.

All I need is a chance.

Just a chance to prove my intentions are not to be of negative state.

Taste My Poison

The wings that fly,

The birds in the sky,

Are of no height compared to you.

I have put you on a throne,

And the throne stands in my heart,

And no way is one to fall 

From it, even if I fail to love.

I give my all,

It is yours to keep,

Just let me near your heart as you are in mine, and this might be a chance to skip the fail and weep.

You're The Top

My heartbeat stood there frozen, as i heard of how cold yours might be.

To reach your hands and give them life, would be too little for one of your highness in my heart.

I have learned through years what it would be like to care and adore a person of such height, yet until now I have only met one.

It is you, and your welcome as it brought me near, and now I wish not to go back to where I was.

It may seem cold on some nights,

But remember, I stand here,

For you,

And I hope you know the means of this, as I do not know how to show in another way.

Let the beauty of your persona shine and warm you in these nights of fever, 

As I won't let the bad stand long before you, my dear.

Oh dear,

My dear,

May these walls protect you from any harm, and guide you to the top of the world.

The Sky Had Fallen Long Ago

The night had fallen over me,

And the dreams seem rather real this time.

How does your magic work so dangerously the later it is in a day's worth, I wonder, but never wish to have the answer known.

The things you adore, the way you are, the way you were given to this earth, are all the reason I have falled hard and there is no return available.

My soul has gone to a different place,

A place where tears are acceptable as long as they bring joy.

Of beer, of music, of all your marks, 

I left a memory of the beauty that is you,

A kind of beauty I write of every night,

After night,

After night.

So fall asleep as I kiss you good night, 

And I might just make the stars shine brighter this, 

and every night.